no thanksgiving with family
nothing saturday

all that is left is quentin coyote's friday and i can't get my pc to work enough to rsvp to it.
actually i'm lucky i got to this page on livejournal


what ta do?

last day of furfright for me.
i did have fun.
i dragged mae to frankenfursuiter competition and our creation got 3rd place and we won dog tags with that declaration. Ours was the blue one :)


talk laters when i get home cause i got a con to still be a part of

i'm here in a group home with no life and no internet (i got lucky today)
my pc hates me at the moment but my laptop still functions

thanks to merle i got this brief gem of internet

i am at 585 merrick rd. rockville center, ny 11570
feel free to visit me since i can not leave yet to visit anyone or go to furmeets....

14 more days i'll be able to however... briefly

i do plan to go to furfright :) so i got some freedom comming soon

5167663872 call me if ya want, ask for mylinda beach and not flykat plz :) i share number with 9 other people and though i'm open about my furriness, they don't click that name to me :)

time to check the li fur com and i'm avoiding my friends page due to it not wanting to load...

call me or visit me plz i'd apprieciated it highly
oh and visiting hours end at 9pm but there is no real start time so use your head, i'm up by 8am but i think after 10a is best :)

well windows MADE me get service pack 3 on my pc (win xp)
by making my ability to type an impossibility to do otherwise

but now my favorite feature is gone and missing and I can't seem to get it back....

I liked having an address bar in my taskbar but it seems the option is now gone...

anyone with win xp home, service pack 3 can tell me how to get my beloved address bar back?
also the text in my taskbar reverted to really tiny so it's hard to see (without glasses my vision is 20/70 and 20/100 with them it's near 20/50 seriously i can't see well....

http://wiki.ffxiclopedia.org/wiki/File:Alpha_Gnole_Anders.jpg

i really really do after seeing it in ffxi with my own eyes....

he (eeryone assues it's a he)

is leader of the gnole pack

they appear to be normal canine type beasts
and usually walk on all 4s, but the alpha, he walks upright and is bigger and badder than the rest XD

race 70485 icy
win: first place
1-4 bet 947 gil (147 profit)
5000g + 600g bonus = 5600g
10 chocobucks 3 svp

this is my chocobo's latest victory in the c4 races

frid 2nd 1:45p see therapist
wed 9th 2pm see eye doctor for check up

so since i got a handle on some css i did as i said i would and try to convert some of my resume pages to that format, but this is a temp stop gap since i need to be able to fix the navigation side and such, plus most pages arre going to totally change.
For one thing i'm separating the professional office stuff from the mascot stuff and the likes while they still remain in the same domain and all that, but it's a start :)

it's a tad better than before, but some pages are all sorts of messed up...
good page:
http://mylindabeach.ws/-me/intcom.html
bad page:
http://mylindabeach.ws/-me/mascot.html

oh and if any of you know css and want to see what i got so far
it's here: http://mylindabeach.ws/mb.css

IF i can get lipa to hold off a few days, and then allow me to pay in peices the downpayment and deferment amounts, and let me keep the electricity flowing til my new place of residence is solved this would be good, in fact i'm going to get enough help to keep doing what i do and with my new found knowledge do even better :)

but this is all IF lipa can hold off their wish to cut off power, i might be able to undig myself out of a hole :)

i'll be calling them first thing in the morning

OMG I CAN LEARN IT!

IT SUDDENLY MAKES TOTAL SENSE TO ME!!!!

OH THE POSSIBILITIES!!!!

thanks to http://www.w3schools.com/Css/
I am going to be able to do CSS :D :D :D

first up is to work on http://mylindabeach.ws with it cause soon i'll be able to make it the site of my dreams :)
truly professional looking and tight

happy! happy! joy! joy!

haleynuya after how many years of trying, i have found the site to teach me and i'm learning it!!

this is something to actually be happy about! almost as happy about this as I am about icy winning her first c4 race (ffxi thing that is)


i'm still worried to all hell about tommorrow and me getting payment to lipa in time to save everything, but here is hoping cause tonight might be the last night i sleep soundly....

ya know
there is a problem when taking pills makes you so happy that all your problems aren't forgotten, it's just you don't care, cause well your happy!

it's kinda the opposite of me being depressed really, cause i get so depressed that nothing is worth it, i don't try to do anything about it since it aint gonna work anyhow
and now i'm finding
thanks to the meds
i'm too happy to care about my problems, cause i'm happy, nothing is wrong!

i lost the gas? yippee! yay, no gas! i can't cook, but that's fine cause i'm freakin happy!
i'm about to lose my electricity and with it every other means of communication, and YAY not lights! no electricity, all the things you bought to cook with? useless, but hey YAY!!! cause i'm happy!!!

sigh.... I rather be pissy and angry about this, not doing cartwheels happy about it... and atleast the depressive reaction seems to me to be more saner than this

because part of me is fighting tooth and nail to stay relatively sane about everything, it's just a losing battle whether i take the meds or not

i deecided to not go to furmeet today, not cause of whos hosting or anything, hell i'd have fun at zack's meet, it's just that, well i really will only have electricity up until monday

not unless i can find a way to come up with and give them $300 downpayment by the 30th and in their hands on the 31st and today is the 29th so um, not happening
unless a rich friend i didn't know i had could spare that bit and pay it directly on my behalf via phone...

add the other thing that bothers me, i got accepted for housing with S.A.I.L. provided my public assistance comes through on the 18th of sept...
i'm suppose to check out the place on wednesday, the major hangout for me is its a group home with a curfew to be in, i will be expected to eat the food they make me, i have to give up the rights to me taking my medicine on my own, and i'll have to deal with having no place to run when i need to, as i'd have a roommate that will have to deal with a semi nocturnal person...
i'm far more independant than that, but hard to prove it from where i currently live, the condition of the house and all that

with the lights expected to be out before the overnight stay.... i'm kinda in a bind here, a semi damned if you do and damned if you don't

since internet is non existant as is private phone i can't seek help from online and with curfew in place, i won't be able to go to furmeets or even visit most friends, since i'd have to be home before curvew time... that's usually when most things freakin start espcially Matt's meets

i am trying to stay here til i can get into an apt and more independant living situation because see if i go the group home route, i'm going to need even more storage to hold things u.u

bbq day 2

shaky and painful start of that for me.
ended though in all smiles

just put on anti itch cream to the new and old mosquito bies so i should hopefully rest easier, i'm definately not going to try and type past this entry

the food was good as always, though sore throat and normal lack o want to eat said i didn't eat much today

i did have fun today in any event though there was some mid time confusin early on.

cubbi did 1st bbq of the weekend
and there was more food and fun and stuffs
then after literally being chased out by mosquitos
we went to lazertag and that was fun
was the first time i've ever got to play the game too
played 3 games
first was a team one, and i was dragged to the other side with gadas and 2 others, so i had to shoot friends...
don't really know my scores in team play but i do now know my name for the game....
(kinda hard for a first timer to play and never seen this before, read "stealth id 006" as just a hidden id, didn't know Stealth was my name XD
I realized that it was the second game of "every creature for themselves" where i was bulldog
and 3rd of the same where i was zenith
next time if i get to go though, i know the layout and to wear my HP parseltounge shirt so i can be a shadow with only the vest to show me lol
also know where to hide to win (not really a place to "win" but survive not being last place it is)

i made a Tarutaru character
she'll be what taru's are best at being a mage

Uyulala is her name

now can you tell me where I got the name from?
*hint* it's from a famous book of fiction and has been made into a movie
this character also appeared in the TV showw based off the book/movie
(it's ok if you don't know about the TV show i has it on DVD and it is horrid to watch)

Poll #1445635 Uyulala's origin
Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: None, participants: 4

From where did Uyulala's name come from, type the book/movie's name here in box

ya know things was going ok, and then all of the bad news started to happen

first was yesterday where after waiting a good 6 hours in the dept of social service just to be told they can't accept my application cause i'm 'sanctioned' (i.e. being punished) because i didn't show up for the conceilation case when i was stuck in that infernal mental ward and because i did go to work and did sorta expect to be still working right now (which i'm not)
my time for a fair hearing died out... but while i was still working at the beach i applied for HEAP, unfortunately that never happened

because today, no gas with no warning and they didn't even have the decency to knock on door or even TAPE the notice to the door, it was UNDER the mat of my doorway 96% hidden....
and i only know i lost cause i tried to oven cook bacon and that failed.... due to no gas.

so i can't cook, nor really can eat much by junk food at this time.

due to the sanction
i can not apply for food stamps or public assistance til sept 17th
and without income I can't get the gas fixed either

it is a small bill ($737.10) considering the electric one (1998.83)

i'm going to try and cook the bacon i took out at my neighbor's when she gets home, in the meantime looks like i'll be rot/breakin teeth on cold cereals for awhile (which i don't actually have any, but i do has the milk.... )

i has no hot water as the hot water heater is gas so the 2 pots in the sink are almost as screw'd too.... unless i use the dishwasher which has an unique feature called "water heat"
where it'll heat up the water to wash the dishes, but it's not enough to warrent the use of that machine....

i wish i had my toaster or microwave.....
or any electronic cooking device

also thanks to the sanction i can't get help with said bills from the dept of social service til the 17th...
nor can i get the housing cause they need the income of public assistance to pay for my rent (which utilities are included)
so i'm stuck in this hot house til then as well

i'd love to know what the hell i did to deserve this turn of events? things *was* going in the right direction before this week

it used to be on my site back when i had demillion.net
it's still true

( you've probably seen this before but as it is long..... )

ok it is officially too hot when it's too damn hot to sleep
even when completely nude with no covers

i need coolness nows cause i'm sleepy but too uncomfortable to actually sleep.....

i wanna make a cake i got 3 cake mixes and 3 jars of frosting, i'm not looking for the proper for any of them just a good combo on which i'll make first :)
anyway i look at it it'll be either made in a bunt cake pan or a 13x9 one or a texas size 9in round
and may or may not be frosted at all lol but i will depending on which pan i use

Poll #1438291 cakes!
Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 13

I want to make a cake, I have 3 cake mixes. Which one should I make? (I really can't decide i love them all ok)

Ok I have 3 Jars of Frosting and any can go on any cake, so for the cake YOU selected please pick the frosting for it :)

Reguardless of what you picked for cake and frosting, For a proper Red Velvet cake what is the proper frosting for one to you?

Patronus Test from Dumb Spot!


Fun Quizzes | MySpace Quizzes


warning this is an AD meme so expect a billion offers, i got results after killing the tab in a pop up

ok
well
i hasn't told anyone much about the current APS role in my life
them 'helping' me

one such role is to make sure i see X doctor for that strange dianoses otherthan the depression i knew about
they are also trying to get me some legal housing and SSI income

applied for food stamps but they denied me emergency ones >.>;

well whatever they lucky it's summer and i have good friends far as food goes

they made an appointment to see unwanted to be seen doctor... on the 30th at 11a?
(kinda needed to prove i'm unstable and stuff)
[hey they said i had whatever that was and hey if it gets help from the system i'll run with it even if i don't believe any of it]

there is an intake on aug 3 at 9ish in the morning for supportive housing
(have to deal with an aptment mate u.u but eh we will see i don't know how my pets falls in with all of this either will ask then)

i made the apt to see my doctor on the 10th of aug - a follow up and all that

right now the goal is to prove i can't work and ass i don't have beach job i'm currently not working
(yes it was for medical reasons and i can come back next year)

asked my grandma for help immediately so i can eat and move in the meantime not sure when i'll see that though o.o

http://www.mentallyincontinent.com/article155.html

this was posted by someone in furry media and the fursuit lounge and though it does deal with people dress up as cows

this isn't really a fursuit story
as a PETA like one for the cows was made of bad felt and splashed with red paint and was protesting Outback Steakhouse

the thing I like and the reason I want to share
is that the carnivores won this arguement ^.^

because 'meat is murder'
'tasty tasty murder' lol
(we gots to find that damn t-shirt...)
*checks stupid.com in the morning*

which i got commissioned at AC this year
it's an inked badge of my fursona in her dracokitty form
it's done in a heraldry style
the artist was at artist alley sunday and had 2 examples of this style and some other less detailed more goofy styles
this was done for 12$ and is awesome as ever (and it was drawn, inked, and handed to me in under an hour :)
I'd love to give full credit for this peice...
( cut due to full size pic of badge )

I sent a PM on FA to Mai whom did this bust level badge of same character ^.^
( cut for same reason as other )

and i can't forget the last commission i got at AC, nicnamed subbrewry (according to Miles [wyld's youngest son], subway's long lost brother)


Hey the other 2 are bigger lol

no, what sucks now is i have no phone what so ever

my cell is out of money
my home phone won't operate (the actual phone itself, not the service)
i can't call work to explain this problem
nor can i call the bank up to ask WTF happened to THIS check.....

I NEED to go to work, without being able to call and explain things
and only $1 in pocket (and it's in bill form)

Can I say this week has gone to hell.... ?

maybe it's my fault for not forcing them to cash it and then deposit it...
I'm tired of having to explain it's a NEW YORK STATE PAYROLL CHECK and is AS GOOD AS MONEY....
[ and by law they can be cashed same day because it's a NYS Payroll Check, that law still exist in the books ]
plus it was Sunday, not a business day or a Normal Bank day...

But still it should have been processed today with everything else....

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ok so can someone call 679 7221 and tell them til i can make use of my paycheck i have no good means of comming in to work?
ofcourse if i can get my non functional house phone to actually stay alive long enough i'm going to do this myself
also will call the bank to see about said check....

i had to forget about that metrocard yesterday when i was with mae too x.x (asking for it)
though the rates have gone up, i got the 2 quarters to add to that card to ride with it...
(then again i wasn't expecting this espcially when told i'd have funds in the morning by the bank teller)

Commerce TD bank never did not credit a check the next day reguardless of when it was put in unless they lost the said check....

yesterday the mta came out with more new schedules and even though MY bus issue had nothing to do with the changes
today after looking over the n40/41 schedule I can say in earnest they got rid of over 1/2 of the buses that used to run.....

bah more travel time on buses with bad reputation for being on time, sigh.....

well going to get a metrocard somwehere before work and then head in ^.^

for safety sake i'll take the 8a instead of the 8:23a but damnit, there used to be another bus in between.... (has old schedule to prove it)

EDIT!:

just checked and my paycheck isn't in my bank account yet.... and i need that to get said metrocard.... FUCK.
and my phone claims to be dead....

thanks to sciucaro i got a ride to bank
and i have cash in hand from check to get transportation needed to go to work
unsure of everything else

wow grounded again o.o;

just saved my electricity from being cut off early
the 6 week wait of paycheck hurts lots right now
that and the fact that mail people can't read mail....

i have a check for $25 to help me get to work and anywhere else
unfortunately it got delivered to a different address,
the people did give me the mail (after opening it...)
but a day far too late for me to put this thing in the bank myself

there wasn't a bank enroute to the bbq at tonyringtails and
bank hours was within work hours, evern with the early dismissal,
it was too late to put it it.

I REALLY need this thing in the bank TODAY
and i can convert the 2 $1 bills in my pocket to change for buses.

I know the garden city branch stays open til 8 pm
is there anyone capable of getting me there today?

it's good to make friends in HIGH places

so i can literally get AC weekend off to go if i choose
and seeing how we seasonals are being treated this year
hey 1 less person they got to worry about paying for that weekend lol
i got a rude go home today from donna lol
but not before i asked the one OVER her head if I could safely go to AC and still have a job when i came back to work that tuesday lol
he told me if anyone even thinks of doing such they going to answer to him (and this includes "demon donna" as some have called her
but for the most part she's just doing her job... she just has too much fun making everyone hate her in the process i think
she doesn't do any of that shit with me cause i have shown in the past though under her, i demand respect and i got the claws and teeth to match ^.^
she always talks to me polite and civilized :) but to everyone else they quake with fear....

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Yesterday I got to finally meet marko_the_rat yesterday in the flesh
he's too cute (personality wise) and mild mannered ^.^

and i had a blast at tonyringtail's bbq which was awesome despite the occassional rain that happened ^.^
there was fun friends and fursuits ^.^
and i didn't loose out on hours at the beach cause D (from above section of the post) made everyone go home in the morning yesterday lol

sadly in ffxi it's about time to say goodbye to noir, as he retires to the VCS farms
He's still going to race and be my main mount to ride across all of the world in ffxi

but he has made a statement and a point as a first generation chocobo to me :)
now it's time to raise his children :)

noir destruction has sired an egg laid by tranquille ice that shall be my next chocobbo :)
he shall also father a chick with lady charisma in time :)
(isn't he lucky with the ladies or what?)

Final Statistics
Male
Black
Racer
strenth Outstanding
endurance Better than Adverage
Discernment and Receptivity is POOR
Very Easygoing Temperment
Total Jock
nickname 3rd n 1st lol

talking foul mouth goat
demon getting jiggy wit it
and a button of doom

care to know more?
go see

drag me to hell

as soon as possible in the movie theatres :D

movie rating 4 of 4 paw prints
horror rating 3 of 4 paw prints

warnings? avoid if you gross out easily or DO NOT EAT WHILE WATCHING lol
(and no i didn't have that problem with it, but i figured it needed that label lol)
*you can ask cubbi and mae that what i say is the truth*

movie is PG-13 rated stretched to the limits a horror film can be considered so long a rating
that said it's an awesome movie done Right under those constraints

movie would so be 6 of 4 paw prints on horror if it was an R rating lol

it's fun to watch :D

tis said any port city/town named freeport was a freezone where anyone could freely trade without question, and thus pirates loved these zones and well i do live in what used to be named Freeport Heights.... So i decided to look up any history of pirates in freeport and around the jones beach area
amusingly the first thing i find is a story about a pirate named Handy Jones XD


http://www.mepham.org/pirates-li.html

http://www.allaboutstuff.com/Out_at_Sea/Handy_Jones_Long_Island_Pirate.asp


except from a book... (looking for title of it cause i so want to borrow it)

VERY BRIEF HISTORY

This area was home to the Meroke Indians many many years ago. The area was blessed with an abundant source of seafood and shells that were used as wampum.

After the Europeans settled the area has had a thriving boatingbusiness for the last few hundred years and continues to this day.

It's name was Raynortown. Raynor was a man who owned much of thearea. He also dug a canal and put the fill on the two sides of it,building up what was swamp land. The canal was named Woodcleft and theroad traveling adjacent to it was named Woodcleft Avenue. More on thatin a bit.

The name of the town is now Freeport. The name reflects the fact that years ago it was the place where shippers would come into NY without paying fees. It seems it also became a place for pirates, smugglers, and rum runners to do their dirty work.

after good calculations looks like i get paid on said day :D
so soon :)

I'd get paid for 5 days of work
so at the *least* i'd be getting $320 ^.^
my salary is 10.16/hr and i work 8 hour days
that amount takes out the over payment of taxes and fees and IF the people that control the defaulted student loian from the state get some before i see a dime
that amount is if i worked at $8/hr after massive paycheck deductions of a whopping 20%
so I'm certain I WILL SEE MORE THAN THAT IN FIRST CHECK.....

However for mass early budgetting reasons i'll go with the thought that I'll JUST be getting $320 :)

And the following paycheck I'd get the july 1st would be $256 for working 4 days at the above absurd acknowledgements :)

so $576 in hands before AC, though with funds i'm still highly doubtful still that i'd be going cause july 4th the majorest of the majorest holidays at the beach where ALL HANDS ARE ON DECK AND DOING OVERTIME (sometimes DOUBLE OVERTIME) is on SATURDAY...... <- i'll have hopes only if guarenteed to not lose job for loss of working that day ;)
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that said about 1/2 of the first paycheck would clear me this month on bills and travel (work related) expenses :)

since most likely i'll be keeping paycheck money out of banks and in a box or matteress or something ^.^;

all i want is an hour or 2 of fun with friends

but plans haven't been going that way as of late

from no one replying to questions toother things going up in smoke
to the fact most things happen while i'm at work and all chances of going after said job is nulliffied due to the latest i get out of work

i'm on edge of give up

well atleast i can ask off for ringtail's bbq, as it's the final furry outing i can get to this summer it seems

Anthrocon is a no go simply cause it's just plainly on the wrong weekend and going would cost me my job.
Seeing as job is the only income i get all year, it's far more important and the only thing i had set was a ride and a new idea for the legacy chase which won't happen this year since i won't be there to suit as her, and i'm not trusting the suit to ANYONE else to do this
and it as finally my favoirte theme ever, aliens, the type of anthro things i actually DRAW....

spoke to the person that spoke to cubbi and mae when i was in hospital about cutting the front grass for $5...
he got it then, that was the dead last of my money, this was the friday of memorial day weekend
grass not cut

today on door taped really well is a noticed to get the grass cut or else....

personally i don't have the funds to get anyone else to do it and hey th other dude conned his way into getting that last $5 so

today ms Smalls from ADP is suppose to visit, hopefully before 3pm ( 2 - 2:30p is target time) and i left the notice there so she can see it too

anyone in the LI area have use of a weed wacker or something to cut the grass a bit for me atleast in the front....? all i can pay is $5 sadly but
this has to be fixed before the 9th or i'll have to pay a fine for this violation....

I'd have more of but of my things needed for work at beach, I bought me a pair of real workboots, and another pair of sand colored slacks (i wanted black...) but 2 pairs is better than 1 pair
and food for furball $4 this time, a full $1 discount from normal
and 2 weeks of transportation at $47

still need sunscreen and a haircut....

ok
this morning at 8:25am i walked out of my house to find my front water spicket broken off
and gallons of water spraying out of it....
i had choice, go to work or spend hours trying to find and close the faucet

i left it for when i came home, while fielding people at work for the water company's fone number so i could get a temp shut off or something til i could fix it
that didn't happen

I come home to my door totally unlocked
all of my inside doors open
and my kitchen window broken into :(

someone broke into my home while i was at work, but they didn't steal anything, however that water faucet was shut off ...

i am confused...

i did a house search upon seeing the doors unlocked cause i locked them good this morning.... plus broken kitchen window and broken things in sink from someone entering that way....

*sigh* i'm so ready to move, I just want to store my stuff before a Robbery happens....

i called grandma to see if it was JBR since she got authorization the last breakin that happened but grandma has no knowledge and hasn't heard a peep from this woman since ???
so outside of call the police (done)
i'm still in confusion....
outside of needing to get the hell out of here as soon as possible....

yep this was my memorial day, hope you managed a happy one

since the state finally did try to help
the fare raise situation got a bit more handleable
for one thing to use cash on li bus
it will be 25c more instead of $1.25 more
and it seems LI Bus is keeping the unlimited metrocard option on the buses :)

So I can actually ask for help transportation wise now knowing just what to ask for ^.^

as stated in my lj in past days I got enough money to travel to work and back this weekend only
the fare rates aren't going up til july (just in time for me to be working full time and i get to see first paycheck)
http://mta.info/mta/09/ <- new fare information for those that need it :)

if anyone could spare enough for a monthly card that'd be awesome (still $81)
i have $5 left in bank account that i'll happily use :)
but a 7 day or 14 day card would be helpful too
($25 / $47 respectively)
paypal still works
mylinda@mylindabeach.ws

* if your wondering why an unlimited it's also so i can go to doctors and DSS and other things during the workweek too

today if i get to be a cashier (and make dann work :p [he did cashier all day yesterday for mini golf)
i'll be drawing stuffs and doing my job and maybe seeing more of airshow?
if not i'm so going to have to ask my medical doctor for some means of pain killer help for feet!

about it

also if anyone wants to be nice and buy me a top up card or pp for fundage on cell, please do ^.^
after each message/call they annoy me with the LOW FUNDS TOP UP NOW! page and i pray i don't hit the wrong button and i get stripped fundage i don't have to do that
(i'd take away the $5 in bank via paypal.... it's linked but not for automatic payments, just for emergency ones which this would sort of consitute...

sleepy kitty don't need to be woke up by phone call from restricted number
check voice mail on cell to hear no message
just lots and lots of sounds

sleepy kitty don't have much airtime money left on cell phone
$4.24 at this writting

that's 17 mins of airtime
or
28 text messages left at the new and improved 15c a text one way and i pay to recieve and i pay to send (uded to be 10c but that changed so a txt and reply is 30c
5c more than a minute on phone... *sigh*

i lost a full $1 getting answering machine/voice mail today

just an fyi

I don't mind txts espcially if i txt you for something
(i usually expect some sort of reply)

but no more messageless VM
if you can't hear yourself think, or talk, don't try to talk and leave message...
however i heard mae's voice fine, just not what she tried to say
so i'm guessing this was from cubbi. since i can see when mae calls me, it shows a phone number
cubbi's cell phone number is restricted, meaning he can't call my house without *82'n before hand and he hasn't grasped that yet :P

didn't get to do any cashier work
spent most of it 'pan and brooming the boards" which is boring
though for about an hour or so i was guard at the VIP 'restrooms'

i got off work at 5:30 and just caught that last bus (barely) in time

didnt meet up with shannon though i texted where i was working (CM boardwalk area)
and that also meant no ride to fair from her

called cubbi and he and mae are at the fair, they haven't seen any other furries there though...

so i guess i get to rest sore feet then ^.^

had the badge been trying to give shannon for the last year with me so next time?

well atleast i got a free tiny american flag from cleaning up ^.^

required buying
1 pair of workboots for work
2 pairs of appropiate colored slacks
metrocard for bus
sunblock spf 30 is ok :) <<< shannon do you has anymores?
bug spray (deep woods version preferably) <<< shannon do u has anymores?
insolated lunch/small cooler bag for frozen gatorades i take to work)

wanted:
mp3 player 1 or 2 gb fine
ink for printer my dad left and i gots
wifi for laptop dad left that i gots
new sketch book for jones beach 2009 arts

after getting my ears blasted off by the thunderbirds that was doing rehersal for the airshow
i got to talk to doug whom was fashionably late
i start work on saturday
but there is a new issue before they let me work
i need a new ID
more money i have no budget to do but i *think* from the savings from the taxi and the $10 safty bar for said taxi I can swing that tommorrow morning
so I have the receipt that I getting a new ID (well renewed ID) and this was done before this saturday...

On the way home I saw Shannon's twin, seriously looked exactly like her, had the same type of glasses, same style hat, same style clothes, same style bag
this lady even have tattoos in the same visible areas of simular size, same sort of earrings, same style hair too, only thing that stood out is nothing was colored orange like shannon's hair happens to have :)

getting ready to watch the fireworks fly ^.^

na not going to the city
not going to the fair
just going to the beacha
to get sand all in my hair!

so what are peoples plans for this weekend?
it being memorial weekend and all?

i heard there was a weekend long party but it was invite only and i didn't get one :(
family invited me but i can't get to the poccano mountains with no cash on me
aireshow at the beach i might do it is fun ^.^ beside i'll hopefully be working this weekend
to be seen from what happens today cause each year my paperwork dies and i end up re-appling in person (probably what happens with me today)
i thank cubbi for saving my butt on that one...

despite the back of head fears, i'm forging my path forward :) following my own plan, things will be alright in the end!