door is open :)
all info on today's meet is
here: http://li-furs.livejournal.com/465877.html < - meet info
and
here: http://li-furs.livejournal.com/466699.html < - rules and directions

and ya it's a board game meet, but i have strange ideas on what that means
here is a picture of what i think board games are lol

bonus if you know which board games these go to, and for the dice, which CARD game :p

so far we has what is in teaser picture, monopoly the actual board game, scrabble board game and i think i hear a few are coming with some that
confirmed to be here :) so come on down it's open to ALL :) bring money for dinner and bring more snacks :D
looking forward to having a blast :)

ok i am bored, even of sitting at the pc and playing ffxi all day

i want to host a board game meet, any board/card/dice game or rpg is allowed
but i really want board games, even a short monopoly game even (if someone has that game)
i has a deck of fun playing cards, scrabble and if i get it in time, an open box of scribbage but nothing but those and magic the gathering to offer
i know i can talk others into bringing games i like and hey maybe even some archem horror (did i even spell that right?)

as for food, it's eat out or order in, majority rules!

snacks.... ok this is an odd one, normally i do supply those, but this time its bring a donation day! for i can't really shop and carry the food home
in my current condition (as of this post, this is only the 5th day after having a major surgery done on me lol) so sodas and such i can not carry to bring home
i will have cups if people bring bottles :) and i'll make sure we has ice too lol
i'll hopefully have some veggie munchies and a bag of chips or 2, but ya lol help by bringing soda, seltzer etc

house rules are the same, i''ll copy later from older posts of mine

address hasn't change, again i will post it later
i am in baldwin on merrick rd 1 block from the n4 and n35 and a long block from the baldwin train station so you have public transportation available to ya
if you can't get a ride lol

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additional notes if u come mtg ready, have all u need to play as i don't have extras of anything including and espcially dice lol
rpg, if ya need, we do has some pens/pencils and i has a sharpener, but has those if ya bring that :)

also this is a clean house, no booze, drugs, etc allowed on property, if you must smoke, porch only plz
this meet is open to all ages, my tv and my pc are OFF LIMITS unless you can convince me it's useful for a game somehow
also there is no dvd player so that sorta game as much as i'd like them, can't really happen except via my pc
so talk to me if u has a dvd/cd board game ^^

i am back from ICON and i had a real blast, hung out with hogwarts students, debated if magneto was right, got to be a death eater (and kill off wizards), and i met Lord Zed (from power rangers) (and yes the ACTUAL person that did him)
i didn't get to meet dr. who or river song, but sorry in MY world, Lord Zed rules beyond them!
the only thing that i wasn't really sure why of was me being placed in hufflepuff when i actually was sorted while wearing a death eater's mask o.o;
i do hope dumbledore's army does follow icon to hofstra which shall host it next year, due to the sports complex being redone (they say for real this time)

hofstra is well good for me, but i hope things are confined to 1 side of hempstead turnpike lol
i can though sleep in own bed for icon and take bus there next year ^^ though a ride home probably be needed knowing the buses around here -.-

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You're open-minded and a positive thinker so when you get the chance to go traveling, you love to head somewhere exotic and off the beaten track. For you, escapism is the ultimate in relaxation - it's the perfect antidote to the stress of everyday life. You love the feel of the sun and sea on your skin so your perfect vacation would definitely include a beach. Even better if it's secluded and luxurious.

To sum it up in a few words, you love the mystery of life. You are not someone who only sees the humdrum of human existence - you like to marvel at the wonders of nature and universe.

i need a song or 2 along the lines of lmfao - party rock anthem, usher - OMG, Maroon 5's moves like jagger, etc
upbeat and definitely danceable
these can be ANY genera of music just has to fit the upbeat rule, known and unknown artist alike covers as well ^^ even mash-ups

you know a song, post a comment :D

thanks :)

oh and for a short RL update
all is good lol ( me silent here means no news is good news)
see you at ICON!

Originally posted by aladasian at It might be for a Star Wars themed burger...

oddly i would try the vader burger, however i'd ask how it was made black first lol
and ya the comments still have me laughing, i'm so going to see if i can find the original source!

it was a greatfully small meet :)
granted i'm sure FC kept some people from showing up... but hey us that couldn't go had something to do!

i was blessed by the presence of ari, pander, santo, mae, cubbi, inu, and ahrgerjuroqk
we socialized the entire time save for the start of the meet where poor Ari had to endure 80's/90's cartoons that was the insane ones some of us older peeps grew up with XD

and outside of santo and them doing some sorta watching something with beautiful scenery and apparently crappy animations or something in a movie called 'Dolphin' or something.... the night was most fun and enjoyable for all :)

we only left to go eat at the baldwin coach dinner and no billiards or bowling was played ^^

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right now I'm hoping to go to ICON and things to see a few (apparently) actors whom played Doctor Who :)
i know the 7th will be there....

which IF I do go this route I'd have to put my breast surgery to after April 1st, which is ok since I have NOTHING to do til furfright
since AC is not in my plans this year....
If i get the surgery 'asap' there is NO WAY IN HELL I'd be able to do ICON cause I won't heal in time to do something like that, especially when we usually have to walk a lot and stuff....

I Will have to decide on tuesday morning.... for tuesday is the day it gets scheduled, the surgery
ICON is march 30th - april 1st ^^

pros for waiting longer is i can make recovery plans a bit better...
of course i have to suffer longer with these boobs, but i can do that i think!
i'll update things about that surgery and such tuesday evening if i get home to do so lol i'm not sure of the plans yet

so no one said anything either, yay or nay
so i going ta have a furmeet at my place
january 14th 2012
doors open at around 2pm
kick out time will be definitely at 2am if anyone lasts that long here

my rules from past meets are still standing
no parking in the driveway, no booze, smoking only outside

I will have soda and snacks
also will have a veggie and fruit platter
possibly some warm snackage things too
far as dinner goes, we have a few options
baldwin coach dinner, applebees, wendys, order in of chinese food, and such
and i'm going to attempt to avoid friendly's this 1 time since last time didn't go so well
also willing to try the billiards joint near the bowling alley :D

things at house we can do:
board games, wii games, my ps2 is broken sadly, if you has one, we can play burnout? i has the game and want to play
i got netflix streaming, so if ya want to see something that's on that, let me know
also i can trade in some dvds i got for 2 more if it's that wanted :)
you CAN bring your games for wii/gc or other console, but they has to be 2 or more player
also I need some fursona Miis on my machine :D

I DO WANT to play some betrayal, also if gadas or mae want ta, maybe a game of werewolf (though i still won't actively play)
IF you want ta play with real cards, I has my silver cards :D
and MTG is definitely NOT banned :D
RPG is welcome too

IF you want to we can try the gift circle thing that Zack posted about :D it may be fun

Transportation, I'm conveniently 1 block from the Baldwin Train Station, the N4 stops at the corner almost in front of my house in both ways
I can give directions to a point for those coming by car. I definitely can if coming by public transportation

921 merrick rd
baldwin, ny 11510
(second floor)
5164259441 text OR call :) if ya need help

also my door will have a furmeet is here sign on it and notice if we happen to leave for foods or such
to get to my door WALK UP THE STEPS, go to the right and the door is on the left, at 2pm the DOOR WILL BE OPEN
so just come right in :)

IF ya want, feel free to bring me a birthday cake, even if the meet is happening 10 days late lol, but let me know if ya do so we don't have 90 cakes!
also my house mates are going to probably be here, both are nice and friendly, as long as you don't walk into rooms 1 and 2 the rest of the house is free to roam

Also unless my housemates ARE home and ARE ok with it, NO ONE will be left at my place with out me being in it :)

if ya plurk, and want to add me, i'm just plain ol, zermit
http://plurk.com/zermit

well if ya ignore the whole housemate from hell issue known as gina....
2011 was the first ODD year that worked totally in my favor, I have no complaints except for the above for the most part.
in 2011, I got a new pc, i got a wii, i has netflix, still with ffxi (and you that quit, u suck). I own a 1/4th sim in second life, I has lovely though untrainable dragons in sl lol... My business sense is coming back and I has great plans for 2012, I have new and old friends, got an android phone <3, still internet radio dj, saw my grandma and aunt 2x this year, regained some non fur real world friends and family, went to anthrocon and furfright, still have a gift card for target.... (hey wait a minute....*works something out about that*)
I am ending my year having cereal, soup, eggnog (maybe), milk (if the fridge don't turn it into chese) my awesome 5 cheese baked cheesy mac, london broil, rice and potatos and pasta with sauce, and BACON - SLAB BACON!!!, and bread, and various other foods including salmon ^^ and pomergrante!

also internet and actual real cable, you have no clue how cool it was to actually be able to see the dr. who xmas special on BBC America
(though netflix spoiled me watching the show with no commercials)

I has a sturdy roof over my head, and awesome housemates right now, and peace of mind

I has this "superstition" that how you change into the new year is how you'll mostly end up for the new year....
so I WON'T BE HUNGRY!!!

Probably won't be til next week thursday or friday, but maybe I can on wednesday get hair trimmed, it's not a great need but upkeep is good lol,

So on to the future right ^^
2012
it's official, I will not be carrying these dead weights called F size breasts! (don't worry i'll still have some, but at a size I actually can buy at ANY store)
my shoutcast hosting business will be up and running
my job hunt will commence in earnest
and hopefully if all goes well I'll be in higher housing and saving up for a usable car and the applicable license to drive it...
there will be more furmeets cause hey they fun!
ofcourse there shall be anthrocon, furfright and i-con ^^ and maybe werewolfcon too
zermit.us will be more filled out
dragoncat.us probably will be email only til someone helps me with something....
I hasnt fully named the shoutcast company but i'm thinking junglecast, it just won't be a .com lol (no way i'm paying over 2k usd for a domain lol)
far as SL goes, I'm shooting for having 1/2 sim by end of year lol
and I'll have racing horses and thanks to new pc, I should be able to actually race them myself!
In RL who knows, but it shall be bright ^^

oh and i turn in the new year eating... a porthouse steak, baked or mashed potatos (again if the milk survives the 50F temp fridge) and string beans maybe lol
so yay!

this post is more for me than you, but if ya curious, yes these are blizzard's stats, and IF I CAN GET A SCREWDRIVER, IT'LL have FIREWIRE capabilites (which i do so badly need)

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what the hell?
blizzard?

yes blizzard
code name: whiteout

thanks to the glorious help of sethtriggs My beast is set up to be fixed up on the sidelines
and Blizzard is going to rock out til my credit clears and i can finally get the system I dream of, it won't be the chimera 4 FX as I so badly STILL want
but it should hopefully survive the next few years ^^

So without further ado, please meet da Blizzard

computers rule us all, they determine everything

atleast today was one of the times it did,

now anyone that knows me, i've had financial issues in the past, even in 2009
mostly due to lack-o-job
ok, so i had no income at all then, ok fine

but i am getting actual funds, I actually have income right now, sure it's not from a job.... as much as i'd love it to be, but income is income
and it's mostly been thrown away for the simple fact that if i save to much of it, i lose said current income

so I want that thing posted below this, due to my past, almost completely from 2001 and before it, my credit isn't good, but it's actually been better over time
how can i say that? well my score was definately less than 520 a year ago, since I've been out of that old house and with some form of income
I've been in "current time debt free" meaning i owe no one nothing since 2007, but i still somewhat owe a few of those from 2001 and earlier
that student loan being from 1998....

when i went to the credit union to see if i could avoid hell that i see on the internet and stuff, if i'm going to try for this i rather do it right
now, some of you may not like the fact i really want to get a loan to buy said item outright, but as I don't have a credit score that'll allow me to get it via credit, that's my only solution
if I did save up the money over time, 2 things will happen, 1 is i'll have amassed more money than SSI allows a person to have, and 2 sail will want higher rent cause they all up in people's business... and if i was to save it, in physical cash form, I have no safe place to store it, seeing that anyone in sail can get my room keys and access anything including the lockbox

and trust me, there is no trust there...

so what should I do, i can't find anyone willing to openly loan me the amount i really want to spend, i'm sorta stuck with it needing to be a friend or family member
i promise I'd pay it back promptly first wednesday of every month at 100$ and am willing to accept interest in the transaction

at the credit union if it was up to the lady's decision she'd have given it to me, seeing all the money that ends up in my checking account (though none of it stays long)
but because some machine somewhere felt that cause my rent eats up most but not all of my SSI, I'm living in a perminent debt, that I see no money ever, cause it all goes out to bills like gas, electricity and food, when the truth is, that's exactly what my rent is covering! I get 320-362.50 a month that i don't do nothing but pay for cell phone, netflix and final fantasy 11 with, the rest of the cash just gets used so it don't pile up into something that'll cause either me to lose ssi or end up needing to pay sail more rent!
the money i'd be paying for the pc was to be used to pay off a fursuit for that same termage
100$- 125$ a month til it's paid off, since I haven't heard much of the fursuit maker, I want to use the funds for a new pc....

my time is short though cause after tomorrow, the price of that pc will jump up lots :(

there is a faint chance with some modifying i can get it on black friday, and that day only for close to the same, but i doubt it....
i DO need a new machine, is the specs too high? not for what i do all day
and I built it to last as long as this one has, a full 8 years but better designed so I don't have hell, like what the overclocking is doing to this machine, and far better cooling and such
I want something that 6 years from now it'd be the norm and I got it before it was standard fare

Hey if all else fails, I'm willing to do a sever enough downgrade for something that'll cost me around 600$ just to get by the 3 years i got left before all the bad debt of 1998-2001 finally does disappear perminently from my credit reports

not sure if anyone of you out there are willing to lend a hand and let me get either of what i want, but if ya can, please do help :)

i'm still trying to get help on my own, but since the credit union has fail machine and people can't decide for themselves anymore, and all I see are companies that'll either want to do a payday loan which is not what i need, or a normal one with interest of over 100% due to me having the currently poor but improving credit score, I can only ask friends to help me out.

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ever still have a job that you've always wanted to do since you was a kid?
ya well this is one of mine ^^

( da details! )

so if your on the tmi-R+ filter, you've seen the amusing picture i got from a certain very well known rabbit in fur fandom
if you want to see it, it's definately above an R rating, comment or IM me through proper channels to see post b4 this one ^^

now unto the news,

first went to furfright and had a BLAST, thanks you belic and k'gra for an awesome con again ^^
At the social, (cause i frankensponsored) they had foods, they needed help with the meats but it was all edible atleast ^^
Got a beautiful badge by kalika (which i got on sale through FA a few weeks earlier)
and the pic of no comment from mbr.

since i never did post a yay she's gone post, the evil housemate DID leave perminetly
about 4 weeks ago i think ^^ so she's out of my hair


things have been great, aswesome and all that good stuff ^^

i'll try to update more often while in a good state of mind ^^

i just found i had 2 gift certs for $1 each in my lj so about to buy my userhead of a furry back again ^^

about it,
peace, good luck, and be well

Flyk.

so... evil one isnt leaving and is showing her true colors again.  well i guess i can deal w this mess til nov.... 

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same fone # 4259441
got samsung intercept :-)
goin 2 a fair 2day
lookin 4 movie made yesterday

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ya hey look!
http://abclocal.go.com/wabc/story?section=weather&id=8324678

see that part about south of merrick rd for areas from rockville centre to the boarder?
guess what i LIVE on merrick rd...

I'm taking no chances, I'm outta here, and i going to crassh at cubbi and mae's place ^.^
if ya worried i should have some phone service (it's spotty there) ya can call me
5162441038 or you can text me 5164259441

good luck to all and may in not be as bad (and may my home not be on a flooded street!)

http://www.metallica.com/products/monopoly-metallica-edition.asp

seriously anyone that knows me, knows i love to collect monopoly games and knows i am a metallica fan and the above would be purfect to restart my collection

after the mass lost of the pokemon, dual masters, ultra delux and a 1960's version of the game

i'll be hosting a furmeet at my place :D

it'll be at 921 merrick rd, baldwin, ny 11510 second floor
enter from the door on the side of the main door
http://maps.google.com/maps?f=q&source=s_q&hl=en&geocode=&q=921+Merrick+Road,+Baldwin,+NY&sll=37.0625,-95.677068&sspn=38.365962,79.013672&ie=UTF8&hq=&hnear=921+Merrick+Rd,+Baldwin,+Nassau,+New+York+11510&z=16

i'm conveniently located in front of the N4 bus stop (Harrison Av) tiny walk near the N35 (grand av and merrick rd) and a LONG block from the Baldwin Railroad station

you can stay til 1a but the landlord needs quiet around 9:30p for his elderly mother's sake.
my housemates will be around, they aren't furry but they sure in hell know that I am :) it's ok by them that i hold the meet, just be respectful and all will be well

no alcohol is allowed in my apartment so keep the mikes for another day :)
no smoking except outside due to house rules.
possibly we can go bowling or bombard the billard's place right next door to the bowling alley.... (but i can't play pool, i can sorta bowl)
if we did that, it'd be around 8pmish :)

there is food places in walking distance though i rather go back to friendly's
i'm sure after AC's excercise i should be capable of walking to applebees or the baldwin couch dinner :)

i has a wii system and we can play games :D but ya need to bring the party games i only has wii sports and wii fit+
i have wireless nows, but that don't mean i expect to see heads stuck in lappys :)

this is a social meet first :D

also there will be board games in the evening hours :D nice quiet stuff so the landlord don't start yelling for noise ^.^
hopefully a round or 2 of betryal cause i hasn't played that in ages
also magic the gathering duels are welcome :D
you bring cards, i bring poison deck!
movies are welcome + i has netflix on my pc and wii system :) if ya want to watch something on netflix suggest it nows :) (and mae you don't has to watch)
i can hook up my ps2 also for dvd disks :)
(yeah i fixed the issue with the tv that has no rca ports problem)


i'll have soda and chips :) people are free to bring snackage as i aint rich :D

last time was fun
this time should be better :D

it'll be helpful to have a headcount so reply if your coming or thinking about coming :) please

Its just one of those days
When you don't wanna wake up
Everything is fucked
Everybody sux
You don't really know why
But you want justify
Rippin' someone's head off
No human contact
And if you interact
Your life is on contract
Your best bet is to stay away motherfucker
It's just one of those days!!

[chorus]
Its all about the he says she says bullshit
I think you better quit
Lettin' shit slip
Or you'll be leavin with a fat lip
Its all about the he says she says bullshit
I think you better quit talkin that shit
(Punk, so come and get it)
Its just one of those days
Feelin' like a freight train
First one to complain
Leaves with a blood stain
Damn right I'm a maniac
You better watch your back
Cuz I'm fuckin' up your program
And if your stuck up
You just lucked up
Next in line to get fucked up
Your best bet is to stay away motherfucker
Its just one of those days!!

[chorus]

I feel like shit
My suggestion is to keep your distance cuz right now im dangerous
We've all felt like shit
And been treated like shit
All those motherfuckers that want to step up
I hope you know I pack a chain saw
I'll skin your ass raw
And if my day keeps goin' this way I just might break somethin' tonight...
I hope you know I pack a chain saw
I'll skin your ass raw
And if my day keeps goin' this way I just might break somethin' tonight...
I hope you know I pack a chain saw
I'll skin your ass raw
And if my day keeps goin' this way I just might break your fuckin' face tonight!!
Give me somethin' to break
Give me somethin' to break
Just give me somethin' to break
How bout your fuckin' face
I hope you know I pack a chain saw, what!!...
A chain saw, what!!...
A motherfucking chain saw, what!!...
So come and get it

[chorus]

To Melissa and Gina

I give you a definition:
Harass - to disturb persistently; torment, as with troubles or cares; bother continually; pester; persecute.

That said, Thank you for the verbal harassment last night that I didn’t deserve.

I’d love to know the facts you have to back up everything you said to me last night
I’d love to see the PROOF of all the things you say I did.
I’d love to be humbled down by your EVIDENCE that PROVES I did what you said I did.
I’d love to know where you got the idea that I do dark arts
I’d love for you to find the items of my apparent witchcraft

I am saving all that was said to me. Some of it was recorded to prove your harassment.

I’d like to know where I’m hiding stuff I apparently took

I’d love to know how after being in this program for 2 years, I’d suddenly have the want
to steal and lie. Because prior to Gina moving in, nothing like this ever happened before.

I want to know these things. If you can’t come up with them, I will have no choice but to
Report the harassment for what it is.

Tired of this B.S.
Mylinda

well first off i must say anthrocon didn't disappoint

that said, i came home unaware of the hell about to break loose
it's bad enough that almost all of my foods was eaten that was forced to remain in the kitchen

but to be double teamed with accusations that aren't possible for me at the moment?
last night i basically felt that if it wasn't for a locked door to my room with me in it
there would have been bloodshed from either side.

well if ya read this then ya know i have had issue with new housemate, but unless you was on my available to IM group of peeps you don't know
about how i vandelized a towel, ripped pictures off a wall and stole cigerettes (an item i'd break out immediately if i touched) from the new housemate

now, i come home from AC to find that I exploded a plant, broke a mirror, stole a checkbook, and now i've gone and stole melissa's shoes that would never fit my feet
all while staying in my room all day trying to fix my laptop that needed to be around air conditioning to run....

since I couldn't do this stuff while in my room, i now have voodoo powers to do things telepathically....

IF i had such powers I would have gagged melissa from streaming all the foul mouthed names she called me last night and prevented them from knocking madly on my door while they did that
IF i had such power, the food they ate from me would be poisonous to them.
IF I had such powers, I would use them to make money on TV or something

I know the theme was magic at AC but I damn sure didn't learn any!

I haven't felt so unwanted and unwelcomed since grandpa lost his wife, he made such statements without saying I used magic to do them.
After 2 years of being in sail i am suddenly a theif and a liar and apparently a voodoo priestess as well...
I did report their smoking in the house and the hell they was making for me last night but no one got back to me about it...
if this continues today, I'm going to call the police directly for the harassment i'm getting...
I moved my jagpard (big plushie), siege, in my room and 2 of my gryphons and my video camera but my pc i can't move into my room at this time, and i fear for it's safety

I fear for the safety of myself to a degree, cause I know 1 of them can get violent though it hasn't happened yet....

( my email to jackie last night )

if my place doesn't get over plantified, I think i'd like to have another meet at my place
i think saturday july 16th from 1p - 1a would be cool :D
i'll post details and stuff on the li furs live journal and i thinik i'll even tell the nyc furs :)

possibly we can go bowling or bombard the billard's place right next door.... (but i can't play pool, i can sorta bowl)
if we did that, it'd be around 8pmish :)

there is food places in walking distance though i rather go back to friendly's
i'm sure after AC's excercise i should be capable of walking to applebees or the baldwin couch dinner :)


i'll have soda and chips :) people are free to bring snackage as i aint rich :D

so ya keep the date saved and i'll go finalize things soon :D

comment if you read this and is remotely interested in comming :)

ok let's go back to moonday monday
sail comes in and takes my housemate melissa away with the premise sh'ed be going to my old group home,
later that day she comes back to house sans stuff, and tries to find someone to take her in
fails, around 8 (all while i was trying to dj online) the police come and eventually take her away
last i've seen or heard from her.....

tuesday, new housemate gina comes in, 2 hours late (7 from original move in time)
begs and pleads for me to buy clothes for her off of ebay andthat i pay for them and she'd pay me the day the arrive
told her i had no funds for such but she overly assured me i'd have the funds when it came

wednesday, the house i woke up to was all re-arranged and though nice, not exactly what i was hoping for
but the day overall was ok... enough

today though... um
i asked politely for said funds, as the package should arrive today or tomorrow, should be today as it's comming from the bronx
and was told aw shit i can't baby, i can pay you on the 3rd of july..... i told her last week and when i finally ordered it, the funds was
comming out of my AC hotel money as I didnt have any and i indeed needed it the day the clothes came and i stated by thursday...
then i miffed and currently still somewhat screwed, went to get milk and pour it on the already poured cereal cause hey i had some
last night and it was enough, to find a tablespoon of milk left, so i marched to CVS and got a new container... to come home and find
my NOS can in the trash... now if you personally really know me, there is something you DO NOT DRINK FROM ME! AND THAT'S ANY OF
MY ENERGY DRINKS.... which she called "tea"... um not my day... so to calm self and chill back a bit
i went to my room and tried to sleep some of the mental DCR (dragoncat rage) off so i don't be growling at my audience when I dj tonight
the phone rings off hook, it's never for me so... heh... I get up finally to answer it just to hear the other side hangup after i said "hello?"
walked into living to find it electronically dead... the circuit breaker switched off again... called Ravi, the landlord to switch it back and he pleads
to me to get Sail to come in with an electrician and try to fix it so i give, and think it's a good idea seeing as each power outage hurts my pc which
happens to usually be ON... talked to Jackie, the councilor after phone serades at that office and being told I can't get her extention cause
they not authorized to give it to me... WTF when she's the go to person to contact ANYone else in the agency... but I got Jackie and she said
she'd talk to maiintainance and maintainace will talk to Ravi and at some point sort the electrical problem out... but while on fone the power goes
out again... this time I unplugged the 2 ACs affected, the one in the living room, and the one in my old room, now Gina's (did so without permission
since she's not here and left door open) in hopes to keep this PC alive, atleast long enough to right this... Ravi was upset he had to reset the
breaker again, (i don't blame him any though) and repeated his request, and i told him the response of the request) but all in all
today not a fun day, it's currently hot enough in the living room without the AC to make me melt (sweat) and i can't open the window nows
so i'm not a happy kitty at the moment, if 1 more thing goes wrong, seriously i'm not sure what my actions will be.... I can tolerate so much
at one given time.... as my current state of things is now "in panic mode" moneywise and i really would love to break stuff right now and i
do not have the right outlets to let the steam off ( ps2 unhooked up and nothing of the sort for my wii game wise) virtual beating up stuff works
i don't have the sanity to deal with peeps in ffxi right now, so er ya...

hungry and mad kitty on verge of going berzerk if one more fail happens today.... wish me luck that the next thing that happens be good....

young wizards series of books by Diane Duane

2:01 bus to catch 41 bus below
bus - 2:25 departure
bus - 3:00 arrival
Mineola - 3:31 PM
Huntington - 4:06 PM
Stonybrook - 4:43 PM

speaking of icon give me a yell if your going :D

Poll #1729704 icon 30
Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 7

Are YOU going to ICON this Weekend?

one a ride to meet this saturday :D

and can someone give me a ride to pathmarks this week? maybe sunday for you working folks?

while i was dismayed but can kinda understand square enix's decision to shut down ffxi and ffxiv and things related to them til power demand issues get better in japan

i decided to look for replacement disks to 2 games i have installed on my pc, neverwinter nights (platium ed) and dugeon seige 1 and 2
while i barely found anything on ebay moreless at a price i'd want to spend...

i ran into this on a buy it now page for neverwinter nights...

MUMBO JUMBO POLICY:
If you are mentally or physically incapable of using the "Contact Seller" link, please refrain from purchasing from us.
If Walmart, K-Mart or any other discount chain has banned you from returning items due to your disposition, please refrain from purchasing from us.
If anyone has said the phrase, "off your meds" to you recently, please refrain from purchasing from us.
If you wake up mad more mornings than you wake up happy, please refrain from purchasing from us.
If your mother still tells you that you are "special" and you still believe her, please do not purchase from us.
If you have never, ever, ever been wrong about anything in your entire life, please do not purchase from us. (The pressure of living up to such standards is too much for us to bear.)
If anything above insulted you, please do not purchase from us.

it made me laugh a little, hope it makes your day :D

http://mta.info/mta/news/hearings/ph_libus.html

seriously they are about to make a lot of people jobless from route cutting, this isn't reducing service, they are talking about removing it all together
also i'd not be able to go most places anymore or if i still could it'd take 3 or more buses

so far only the loss of the n19 to babylon and the 78/79 to walt whitman mall (runs down old country rd) would effect me personally but i use many of the other routes beind discountinued

we need to get nassau country to give them enough to run the buses
i'd be happy if they run once an hour on those routes (hell the 19 only runs every 30mins as it is)

not to leave this thing dry

I've been doing wonderful since I got a few good work charms/totems/spells/etc :D

I even got paid by XBL so what i do with the funds? I get a wii system and wiifit+, and reharable batteries for all components

I found free software to convert things to something my psp can use :D so new movies and music for it :D yay

and I subscriped to netflix since i'm getting the wii soon (it's being shipped to me nows) and I've been having fun just watching things on the computer though I must say most of my tastes is not on netflix for streaming, most are only in DVD form.... So I'll get them eventually :)

as for the phone i wanted, it's being put aside til after ICON and probably after AC

I could get it next month but I rather have a TB external harddrive so i can put movies and such on it :)

OH and for ya Second Lifers you should totally visit my home, the whole region of Knightmare :D

And well... er nothing much to say everything is going greataru! :D

i got all i ever asked for and wished for :)

i will get all i ever want and all i wish to get

my desires are one with the universe

all in the right time

with harm to none, so mote it be!

came home with 250$ worth of grocerys and hopefully it last me the month :)

Give me a detailed list of all of the things you would do for OTHER
PEOPLE (you can not include your family, or your spouse's family) if you felt
Totally and completely your werewolf connection. I need a list of 50 things.
( 50 things i'd do to help other people not family if i was a werewolf )

y is it that when i was sleep time was speeding by and every 5 mins of dream time was infact an hour real time
and now that i'm up and waiting for someone time is moving ever so slowly ?

both with a massive spell on them to gain money
the skull by a voodon high priestess and the bill from a shaman

in my EBT account today was money in the CASH account of $50 put there today

coincidence? I think not!

for one thing I shouldn't HAVE a cash account balance as all I get is food stamps ^.^ and if it was to be awarded normally it should have been posted on the 6th with the food stamp money.

so yay for believing, they have given me nearly 4x the money i spent for them already :D

btw NO ONE is allowed to touch my crystal skull!! EVeryone can look with glee on the million dollar bill with cool eastern dragons on it :)

hanging out in DE with my grandma and tomorrow with my aunt as well be home monday evening :)

they insisted so i take the bus to dover

thurs 8am at ny port authority terminal
catch a greyhound to dover
arrival at 12:10pm

return
mon 12/27
1:35pm and arrive at port authority at 5:45pm